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(Allie & Harris) Wife, teacher, patient, thinker, friend, worrier, planner, seeker. These are the hats I wear on a daily basis for the roles in my life. Harris and I've been married since 1999 and we have two fur babies of the feline sort. We have a pretty good life, all things considered. But, it's not complete. Seven years ago I received a diagnosis of PCOS, a condition which has taken a toll on both my body and soul. It will not beat me though and we will be parents.

Monday, November 26, 2012

Waiting...again...

Yes, it's not the most original title ever.  But, we are again waiting to find out the results of our FET which was done on Black Friday.  As that is basically another religious holiday in my mind, this transfer has to be getting some good vibes right off the bat. 

Two of our embryos were thawed, but only one survived.  The one that did make it was a Grade II and was transferred into our surrogate with no problems reported.  Crazy as it seems, I am hoping that with the lack of competition for space in the womb, maybe the little thing will bury itself deep within and feast away until time to be born.  Biology lessons aside, I'd like to believe this fairy tale that I've created in my mind.  Sometimes I need to believe in the reality-pushed-aside daydreams that wander thru my mind. 

We are scheduled to get results on the 7th of December, and I am PRAYING that we have reason to celebrate a steadily-rising positive beta level for Christmas this year. 

Attach and grow.
Attach and grow.
Attach and grow.
Please, attach and grow.

21 comments:

  1. Stick tight little bean!
    Thinking of you and sending sticky vibes your way :)
    Attach and grow.....

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  2. Best of luck to you! Attach and grow little bean!

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  3. Grow embie grow, attach grow! Wishing you the best beta results ever x

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  4. Come on little embie we are all praying you stick and grow strong!

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  5. right there with you praying and hoping that this one attaches and grows!!

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  6. It only takes one little embryo to have a baby!. I am so hoping that little embryo has got his/her camping gear ready for the next nine months.
    Attach & grow, attach & grow

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  7. Praying for your BFP, best of luck guys

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  8. Attach and grow!!! Best wishes for a positive outcome!

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  9. Attach and grow...and maybe divide too!

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  10. Sending extra sticky vibes to your little embie, keeping everything crossed for you guys x

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  11. OMG you must be so nervous. I so pray this is your time, you so deserve this.

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  12. We hope your surrogate will have a high Beta reading and a smooth pregnancy.

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  13. I'm praying for you too! Sending warm, snuggly vibes to that adorable embryo.

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  14. Hold on little one - and grow grow grow!!!

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